Mood Swings

Today was a pretty good day at school/work. Did my experiments and attended a training session to learn to use some instrumentation. I was feeling pretty good abut myself and life in general until I got off a call with LD Partner. I swear that one second just changed the tone of the rest of my night and I can't seem to pick myself up. My choice of music tonight isn't helping either (Rascal Flatts Greatest Hits Vol 1). I've gone through the rest f my evening in a sour mood and right now I want to be reading a journal article but I felt the need to get this out. Something of a cleansing of my spirit...get all the negative energy trapped in this post and out of my body.

I go through these phases quite regularly though it has been a while since the last one. I try to stay busy, and fill my time up with work, friends (on the phone) and tv but this afternoons events have carried over and I turned off the tv to read so I feel trapped.

At these moments I realise how truly alone I am. the world has approximately 7 billion people (or will by Oct 31) but at times I feel completely alone. I live in a strange city far from all of my family and most of my friends. My friends are all busy with their lives or at least at this hour, most are asleep in different time zones.

Hope I get out of this funk soon. It's not healthy, esp. for my mental and spiritual well being.

Daimia

AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

So I can't believe that I'm doing this. Leaving a digital footprint as one of my besties calls it. This blog will have no "theme". It will be a mish-mash of my thoughts, ideas and my life in general. A sort of digital diary but also a place where I deposit my thoughts on certain topics, summaries of my day (not everyday) and just ideas which pop into my head which I think need to get out.

I doubt that anyone will be interested enough to read this stuff, which really doesn't bother me since I'm mostly doing this for me. I tried a physical diary and that didn't work so I'm trying this. Who know's I may get the hang of it and actually post regularly....as long as  it does not interfere with my work.

That's about enough for tonight. Let the journey begin.
Daimia